The Traumatic Impact of Verbal Abuse on Self Esteem

In a prior article I began a discussion about verbal abuse (see my article: The Connection Between "Tough Love" and Verbal Abuse).

The Traumatic Impact of Verbal Abuse on Self Esteem 

In the current article I'm focusing on how verbal abuse can affect self esteem.

How Does Verbal Abuse Affect Self Esteem?

When children experience verbal abuse, the abuse can have long lasting effects on their self esteem.

Clinical Vignettes

The following vignettes, which are composites of many cases, illustrates how verbal abuse can have long lasting effects and how trauma therapy can help:

John

As the youngest child, John grew up in a household where his father yelled and criticized him while his mother, who was intimidated by the father, stood by passively and did nothing. His older siblings would also join in the criticism by bullying John. He grew up feeling that he couldn't do anything right. His self esteem was so low that, even though he was intelligent, he was fearful of raising his hand in class to answer the teachers' questions. He only had one friend who also came from a household where he was verbally abused. 

The Traumatic Impact of Verbal Abuse on Self Esteem

By the time John got to college, he spent most of his time alone until he met Peggy in English class. She was friendly and outgoing and she asked John out on a date. They dated throughout college and both of them planned to move to New York City when they graduated. By then, John's confidence was so low that he was afraid to apply for jobs, so Peggy encouraged him to get help in therapy. 

After he began seeing a trauma therapist, John learned how his father's verbal abuse affected how he felt about himself. His therapist helped John by using EMDR Therapy (Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing) to help him to overcome the traumatic effects of the childhood verbal abuse.

Nina

Nina was an only child with a single alcoholic mother. She learned to take care of herself at an unusually young age because she couldn't rely on her mother, who was often drunk and passed out. When her mother woke up with a hangover, she would be angry and hostile towards Nina. She would call her names and tell her she wished Nina had never been born. 

The Traumatic Impact of Verbal Abuse on Self Esteem

After one of her teachers suspected that Nina was being abused, she called the Administration For Children's Services Child Protective Services and Nina was eventually placed in kinship foster care with a maternal aunt who lived nearby. 

Although her aunt was much more nurturing, the impact of the mother's verbal abuse had already had a devastating effect on Nina. Even though she was no longer around her mother, Nina had internalized her mother's verbal abuse to such an extent that she was now criticizing herself silently by repeating in her mind, "I'm so stupid" or "I'm no good." 

By the time she was 18, her self esteem was so slow that she told aunt she didn't want to go to college. So, her aunt found Nina a trauma therapist who did AEDP (Accelerated Experiential Dynamic Psychotherapy) to help Nina overcome the impact of her mother's neglect and verbal abuse. After working in trauma therapy, Nina felt more confident and she applied to several colleges. 

Tom

By the time Tom was 35 years old, he had been living an lonely and isolated life for all his life. Growing up as the youngest child, he watched his parents argue constantly and his father frequently left the household for extended periods of time without saying when he would come back. Tom and his older brothers spent most of their time isolated in their own rooms. 

Eventually his older brothers moved out without a word, so Tom was left alone with his combative parents. He tried to stay out of their way, but they would often turn their anger on him by yelling at him and criticizing almost everything he did. As a result, Tom grew up with a lot of shame and low self esteem.  

The Traumatic Impact of Verbal Abuse on Self Esteem

In his mid-30s, he knew he needed to get help in therapy because he was suffering with anxiety and depression, and his self esteem was so low that he lacked the confidence to meet women. So, he sought help from a trauma therapist who did Parts Work Therapy and he began to recover from the impact of his childhood trauma.

Conclusion

The negative impact of verbal abuse experienced in childhood often endures throughout adulthood.

Even though verbal aggression tends to be minimized in our culture, verbal abuse can be just as traumatic as physical or sexual abuse.

The vignettes presented above are just some of the possible ways verbal abuse can be traumatizing. 

Often, adults don't connect their low self esteem, depression or anxiety to their childhood history.  Instead, they might blame themselves or believe they are "not good enough" or they are "unlovable" without ever making the connection to their history or realizing they can get help in trauma therapy.

Getting Help in Trauma Therapy

If you have been struggling with low self esteem as a result of unresolved trauma, you can get help in trauma therapy.

Getting Help in Trauma Therapy

A skilled trauma therapist can help you to overcome harmful effects of unresolved trauma so you can lead a more fulfilling life.

About Me

I am a licensed New York psychotherapist, hypnotherapist, EMDR, AEDP, EFT (for couples), Somatic Experiencing and Certified Sex Therapist.

I have over 20 years of experiencing helping individual adults and couples (see my article: What is a Trauma Therapist?).

To find out more about me, visit my website: Josephine Ferraro, LCSW - NYC Psychotherapist.

To set up a consultation, call me at (917) 742-2624 during business hours or email me.